Hey Youngin. it's PeteyB again.
I see in your profile, that you are a scientist.
Are you familiar with the "OCCAM"S RAZOR" principal?
We need to quit assuming here. No one here is qualified to tell you what you want to hear, or do not want to hear. As a man of science, this should be obvious.
I need to stop being terse, and you need to stop being obtuse. As far as I know, you only live once.
Go get a biopsy my friend, and we all will sleep better. Everyone here wants you to win, but you have to play the game.
I'm praying for you.
PeteyB