THANKS RICK/IM JUST SO GRATEFULL FOR EVERYONES SUPPORT, HERE AS YOU SAID YOU DO TEND TO GET YOURSELF IN A STATE I THINK ITS JUST THE NOT KNOWING WHATS GOING ON AS IVE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR A WHILE WITH THESE SYMPTOMS,ITS SO HARD TO LET YOURSELF THINK GOOD THOUGHTS,I AM TRYING REAL HARD THOUGH,I HEAR WHAT YOUR SAYING ABOUT THE LACK OF SLEEP AND APPETITE THATS JUST HOW I AM,BUT IM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO HANG IN THERE AS ITS IN GODS HANDS NOW AS I SEE IT. 5 MORE DAYS AND COUNTING TILL MY BIOPSY'S.......LOVE AND HUGS TO YOU ALL ON THIS BOARD YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS......