Meier, there are hundreds of people registered on this forum who would trade places with you in a New York minute! So start doing a Happy Dance that you don't have to go through what so many of us have. Concentrate on that new baby, who is going to need your love and attention. Whatever you have, it most likely is NOT cancer, so you have every right to be celebrating the good things in your life. Hug your wife, take a deep breath, and relax.