Well I will give it a try, Ya'll ready? Well here goes. They told me that I would only make it 5 years, tops,, that was 15 years ago. I walk everyday. I play with the grandkids, when I want to or need to. They have a way of making everything seem allright. I can still dress myself. I read, I make quilts, I crochet, I paint. I can still do some of the things that I used to do. It is kind like half empty/half full. How do you look at things? I know that I will never win this battle, but I will not give into it. I will live this life until there is no more. I will be DAMMED if I act dead, while I am alive. There will be plenty of time to lay down and rest, when I am gone. So how did I do? These words are what I live by, or try too. I cry, I get down, I have very very bad days. This is what makes me stronger I feel. So come on everyone, it isn't over yet.. We are all still here talking. Praying, living, laughing, crying what ever the emotion we are in we are here to experience it and we are feeling it. We got some bad news today, maybe good tomorrow. I know that my good can turn to bad in an instant. But my bad could turn to good in one as well.,I have a long long way to go, and a short time to get there. But I would like to know that I gave myself a chance, that I didn't throw in the towel. As long as I can, I will do what ever I have to, to have one more day. Always Vicki Lynn. P.S. Last night I cried for a while, why, because I deserve a good cry every know and then. So do you.