Greg,
Welcome!!
I echo those who are trying to help you get over your wait. I know don't woorry about it doesn't really help. Try and preoccupy your mind with the little things you take for granted and don't pay much attentiom too...it worked for me.
This is a great site, with wonderful caring people, and there is tons of information from personal experiences to scientific research.
Keep us posted.
My thoughts and prayers are with you, good luck.

Mike