Dear Christine, there are no words that I have found to truly convey deepest sympathy. I lost my beloved Packer suddenly in Feb, no chance to say goodbye.But, I truly know your heartache, it feels like part of you has been ripped away, and you most likely are still in shock, I know I still can`t believe he`s not here in body, but he sticks with me and guides me...........You and i and all those left behind have to carry on the fight to stop this horrid disease........My Love and Prayers are with you and your`s..........Love and Hugs, Dee