Thank you for your kind message, Joanna. I am so pleased to read you are well.

Funny thing is, every time I look at it it looks different. Sometimes pink, sometimes grey, sometimes whitish, sometimes it looks bigger, sometimes it looks smaller. I fear I lost my rationality about this . . . and I'm . . . in a very aggitated state!

It doesn't help that my family is on vacation now and won't be back for another 10 days, so I have no one to talk to to help me calm down. I don't want to call my wife because I don't want to spoil their trip.

Tomorrow will be better, I know, because I'll at least be moving forward.

Again, thank you for your message. It meant a lot to read it.

John