Thank you Petey,

I appreciate the information. I was so positive last week. I knew this was going to be my scariest moment. But all the same what happened? Why am I now so gloomy and sad. I should be thankful that the pain is gone and thankful that they removed all the cancer, I should be thankful that I'm at home and I have someone who loves me dearly. So why do I feel so bad when I should feel so blessed? It's so confusing to me. This disease attacks more than the physical being. If I can just get past this part.