Wow, this is great guys, im touched that i have received such support from all of you! Now, this is "doable" no doubt! I have written down alot of things im going to ask for...such as the Fentanyl and the Biafine. Tomarrow is the big day, i learn my fate...chemo or radiation or both! Are there any bets? The "PEG" is not out of the question here, remember i just got my tonsils taken out, and i have a feeling, this was just a taste of how the radiation is going to be. And for all those who have wondered about my smoking...I am a NON SMOKER of 12 weeks!!! And damn proud of it, but ashamed i ever did smoke in the first place! As of the teeth, my daughter is a dentist, so how lucky can i be! The floride trays are in the making and the dental hygiene will be watched closely But i do have an appointment with the Dentist Oncolgist next week, i think 6 or 8 will have to come out. (It just seems to get worse everytime i go) I did get some good news though, My CT of my chest came out clear, and that they said needs to be watched every 3 months for awhile! OK, before i call it a night, one last request...when i had my tonsils taken out, the canker sores in my mouth multiplied in days, my sister found a fast cure for them "DGL" but what i need is how to prevent them altogether? Or am i just dreaming... After tomarrow, after i get over the shock, i will let ya'll in on the treatment. (After i cry and scream and say "why me") Thank you again for responding to me, i dont feel like im alone in this anymore, i have someone that understands and i mean really understands what i will be going through. And thanks to my bestfriend (my sister)for being my rock "Thank God for Sisters"!!!