Wayne: I had nasopharyngeal cancer, which is a cancer of the nasal pharynx. I have a lot of trouble emotionally, and still do. I agree with Darrell -- don't be afraid to take antidepressants to help you through this. I don't like taking drugs of any kind, but I found they helped during my treatment. And allow yourself to have some "pity parties". Trying to be tough all the time is virtually impossible! I found that once I let it all out -- cried, screamed, etc. -- I was ready to get back on track the next day and fight this thing. Good luck!