Hello Tobias,

There is no sugar coating it, what youre about to go through wont be easy. I really dont want to add anything thatll scare you, but hang in there. The other member who replied to your post gave you great advice. Eat as much as you can! If youre a thin guy or normal BMI, id strongly suggest you start packing on the calories now. You will lose a lot of weight which in turn will make youre recovery more difficult. So try eatting a lot of good calories and try packing on lean muscle as well. The surgery will be rough, but radiation will be worse. So do everything you can to pack on the weight! During Radiation, try and stay active no matter how poorly you feel. If you need more advice, send me DM and ill try to give you as honest and more accurate reply. Good Look!