Thank you. The ENT seems to believe it’s HPV related and can be successfully treated, it’s just so hard to have any optimism right now. I have a PET scan next Monday I’m so scared it’s going to discover something even worse. Everyone says stay strong and positive and it sometimes makes me feel even worse when I can’t muster up those feelings/emotions like I’m letting people down or making my situation worse by thoughts and emotions I can’t control. I didn’t ask for this. I just want to live a long peaceful healthy life with my wife and children and I’m so scared that’s not possible for me.