Thank you so much for your feedback.

* I don't mind the feeding tube.. It's actually quite productive and a time saver - bright side! I'm pushing as much as I can absorb. Full tummy and all. Will keep your advice in mind. I've also found I cannot even sip water right now, goes down wrong pipe a slight bit. But I can swallow saliva.. weird.... This TORS surgery recovery may be a while.
* Still can't speak very well.... well I can talk, but it's hard to understand. Tongue still swollen. Doing exercises all day long to stretch and move my mouth.
*Cisplatin.... I've been reading the actual clinical trials on it.. it definitely adds value in Overall Survivability (OS). So I'll suck it up and try Hyperbaric Ox Treatments and see what's possible in taking on sertraline.. I'm on lexapro which is great..
*Agreed on the bedside manner vs. getting the job done... I am looking into the equipment used in Utah Cancer Specialist office vs. Huntsman at University of Utah. If I can get Image Guided RT (IGRT) vs. a standard IMRT, I'll go there.

Thanks so much for your feedback.