Ryno,

Welcome to the site. I found it a few months ago. You will meet no better people that there are on this site.


Gino,

It's natural to be angry in shock and depressed. Once the shock wears off, you realize that you need to make some very important decisions.

I also had my choice of going through radiation or not. I went with it. I will not sugar coat it. The radiation was bad. But it also gave me the best chance for long term survival. So for me there was no decision to make. I did not want to increase the odds of reocurrence.

It's just like a fight. When you have your opponent hurt, FINISH them off. That's the attitude that I took. I wasn't about to let cancer dictate to me who I was. Take the anger that you feel and fight back as hard as you can.

Good luck with your treatments,

John