Lola, Congratulations on one year, but sorry for some continued problems.

As far as the infection, Is it osteomyelitis? That's what I had with the ORN. Has anyone suggested HBOT for healing? Culture to see the type of infection, what antibiotics are best if bacterial?

I had PTSD after my release from my 6 month hospital/Nursing Home stay. I didn't want to go into any hospital for a while, and didn't, for 18 months! I had formed a local team of private doctors.

Maybe you can speak with someone about your feelings in regards to your appearance if its effecting you, and sometimes we are our own worst critics. I know there are meetings or classes at CCC about feeling, and looking good also. Get out more often, and involved with activities, which sounds like you do. Post here for people who understand.

I cope by thinking the heck with anyone that doesn't help or understand! I never really had a problem though.

I hope this helps.