Waiting is awful. Last time I had such a knot in my gut that I Googled "how to wait for cancer results". Amid all the stuff I found there were some gems of wisdom. I can't really explain but one was a sort of affirmation you started every morning with. Worked a bit for me. Then I decided to splurge and bought myself an iPad I didn't need and couldn't really afford. It turned out to be beneficial because at the same time I joined an iPad class. the class wasn't all that useful but it was fun and I was suitably distracted.

Perhaps you should give the silks a rest for a week or two!!!

1996, ovarian cancer surgery + cisplatin and taxol.
September, 2007, SCC of left lateral tongue. Excision.
October, 2009 recurrence in scar tissue, T1NOMO. Free flap surgery from left wrist - neck dissection. 63 year old New Zealander. No chemo, no RT.
February, 2014. New primary in left buccal mucosa. Marginal mandibulectomy, neck dissection, right arm free forearm flap. T1N0M0 but third occurrence and some areas of concern: RT started 8 April and finished 19 May.