Doing my best all new to me. I'm trying only to go thru one time. Don't really like this dance!!!!. But I'm not giving in I just don't want many problems when I start radiation and chemo. Going to be hard enough. What's the old saying patch me up and put me in. I'll find out in a few hrs

just found out I have squamous cell cancer 11/11/14
stage 4 lower right jaw bone 11/21/14
stage 2 lymph node 11/21/14
surgery 12/30/14 16 hour. Removed lower right jaw. All lymph nodes from right side of neck,and checked some on left side. The margins all came back clear. Radiation and chemo next