well today is the day I hear about my scans,hardly slep last night up every hour.Got up at 4;30am made fire and coffee trying to do normal things. Have to get my mind off this so going to log off maybe go for a walk on this cold morning,still dark best part of morning I feel,and when birds start singing,have a good day all

just found out I have squamous cell cancer 11/11/14
stage 4 lower right jaw bone 11/21/14
stage 2 lymph node 11/21/14
surgery 12/30/14 16 hour. Removed lower right jaw. All lymph nodes from right side of neck,and checked some on left side. The margins all came back clear. Radiation and chemo next