Hello I've been putting up some posts of me fearing having throat cancer im going to the doctor in 2 days on Wednesday because I've had little bumps on my throat about a month now and thier painless I went 3 weeks ago and my doctor said it was just a infection and she was going to give me medicine but when we went to the pharmacy they said it was not sent im really scared my whole life is getting worse and worse my best friend died he committed suicide the girl I loved has a boyfriend now and to make it worse i have depression now this in my throat I don't understand why me I try my best to be a good person I help people who need help I never made fun of anyone with a disability I've been the best person I could be I dont want to go through all those treatment for cancer I don't want to breath through a stoma or have surgiries performed im only 16 i don't drink or smoke I just want a normal life I don't want to be rich or have power I just wanted a family I would love to imagine how my kids and my family would look like and now all that might be ruined i don't want to die my friend who killed himself left a suicide note and he wrote about me how he wanted me to be happy I miss him he was my only real friend if I got sick he was the only one to visit I dont even have him no more all I havr is my mom and dad im really scared I don't want to suffer ot make my parents spend all that money I just want my life to be normal I want my friend back i just want to have a normal life I just want peace of mind I don't my throat to have those bumps I have never heard of a painless throat infection that lasts more than a month? Please I need someone to talk u guys always make me feel better