It's not annoying at all. I am just concerned that you are so young and want to live your age yet your mind is constantly worrying. Many people live with the things you mention but most people want to know what they are dealing with instead of taking it beyond what you know.

Instead of hanging out here and seeing how bad it is, get out and be a 16 year old. Do all those things you say you want to. If things progress, keep seeing medical professionals. If it turns out bad, they will let you know.


SCC Stage IV, BOT, T2N2bM0
Cisplatin/5FU x 3, 40 days radiation
Diagnosis 07/21/03 tx completed 10/08/03
Post Radiation Lower Motor Neuron Syndrome 3/08.
Cervical Spinal Stenosis 01/11
Cervical Myelitis 09/12
Thoracic Paraplegia 10/12
Dysautonomia 11/12
Hospice care 09/12-01/13.
COPD 01/14
Intermittent CHF 6/15
Feeding tube NPO 03/16
VFI 12/2016
ORN 12/2017
Cardiac Event 06/2018
Bilateral VFI 01/2021
Thoracotomy Bilobectomy 01/2022
Bilateral VFI 05/2022
Total Laryngectomy 01/2023