Hi and greetings. We all know that initial feeling. What can I say? Try and take it one day at a time. Do things you enjoy that will maybe take your mind off of it for a time. Tons of things go through your mind. All negative. Sometimes though, after you have your biopsy and discuss things with your doctor, none of them were warranted.
hang in there.
Barb~

[i]"The artist, a traveler on this earth, leaves behind imperishable traces of his being." -Fran