Most if not all of us have good days and BAD days post Tx. And those BAD days can make us feel just like we felt back in Tx. Eventually the good days will win out and the bad days will go away but it takes sometimes months and months. Most don't even start to as we call it "walk out of the tunnel" so at 22 days PT you are really doing fine, as in normal.

And forget that "what a baby I am" crap. You should be wearing a metal prouding exclaiming I SURVIVED MY CANCER TREATMENT !!


David

Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.