My mom had terrible side effects from her last round of chemo - It landed her in the hospital - Now she has a severe case of pneumonia and is on a respirator - I'm devastated - They are hoping she comes out of this - I can't function and feel so alone now - I have support, but most of my support has never dealt with this disease and it's effects (thankfully for their sake) - I am lost and just looking for anyone who has experienced this or can give any advice - My dad and I do not want her suffering to go on - At the same time we can't bare the thought of losing her - I feel like I'm walking in a dream world and I can't wake up - Thanks for listening - My heart goes out to each and every one of you that have been touched by this disease - I'm writing because I know there is so much strength on this board - Some of the stories have amazed me - My mom and dad have also amazed me in so many ways since my mom's diagnosis - Thanks again!

Sue