Thanks Jen. I wonder if I will ever feel normal again? Maybe so and maybe not. I do so much research too and sometimes I get to much information and thats when I get in a fix. This is a beautiful place. Love lives here and thats why I am here.

Each day that we live we are survivors Jen. At any given time we could reach the end of the road. Its not that part that scares me its the side effects of the treatments. I have so many allergies to medications. I dread it.

Hugs and blessings,
Barbara~

[i]"The artist, a traveler on this earth, leaves behind imperishable traces of his being." -Fran