i totally understand everything you are saying and i do agree that we are a part of this forum looking for advice and similiar stories. I too feel alot of what you are feeling and i do wonder if what the doctors are stating are conclusive. You definitely have had more testing than myself but i am suffering the same way and will look into further testing as well. With no intent to disrespect anyone because we all know this is quite a battle we are just looking for encouragement and support. I hope that this does end on a positive note for both you and myself but i do have to admit that i also am positive that i have the big C. i too thought the scope would be a great tool until i read one of my responses and now i am once again second guessing the results.