Hi Michelle,

Well, like a lot off people have said to you before. As long as things are not cleared by a doctor, you do not have to think it is cancer for sure (which doesn't mean you must not see a doctor). So keep thinking possitive: always. And I can say that out of my own experience.
(sorry for a bit of messy english, but that's because I am not...).
An other thing I want to say, if you think you don't get the support you need talk to these people from who you think you can expect support.
And for the waitingperiod (for appointments and for the results, try to focus on other things like hobbies; I know that is difficult but just try. It helps a lot.
And I ("even I" because I am quite new to this forum to) think that if there ar any questions, just ask,, there is always somebody who knows something. Even if it is a little info, it is always more then nothing...

Greets, hugs and good luck Jaqueline