Jaysea, here you have a circle of friends who truly understand what you are going through. Being a caregiver is hard work and is emotionally draining. Make sure you keep doing one or two things you like doing as it can take your mind away from worrying for a little while each day. Exercise if you can and feed yourself. You want to stay in good physical form so that you can help your husband deal with his illness.

Gloria
She stood in the storm, and when the wind did not blow her way, she adjusted her sails... Elizabeth Edwards

Wife to John,dx 10/2012, BOT, HPV+, T3N2MO, RAD 70 gy,Cisplatinx2 , PEG in Dec 6, 2012, dx dvt in both legs after second chemo session, Apr 03/13 NED, July 2013 met to lungs, Phase 1 immunotherapy trial Jan 18/14 to July/14. Taxol/carboplatin July/14. Esophagus re-opened Oct 14. PEG out April 8, 2015. Phase 2 trial of Selinexor April to July 2015. At peace Jan 15, 2016.