DanQ, Welcome back to the site. Sorry you need the support here, but at least you came to the right place. It is good that your attitude is so positive. That will have a good effect on your treatment and the results. If possible, would suggest you have chemo along with rad as the last I heard that treatment is giving very good results. I am also surprised you didn't have rad and chemo before. Hopefully this time you can get it all out.