[quote=Cheryld]Its likely you won't need anymore surgery what you would need is radiation and chemo - not fun but doable, you do have some health problems but as you said you don't want to die perse but are accepting. I totally respect you willingness to let nature take its course but this is a very hard way to go about doing that. Blessings to you whatever you do. [/quote]

Thank you Cheryld for your kind reply. No I am not scared of dying but I do think I will live much longer, I am too stubborn to die LOL. More about me is on the "general forum". Like I said I want to live forever & I may last for many years. When that surgeon told me most who had the same surgery I had live 3 to 5 years I said "hey I come & dance by your office in 10 years". He said "if anyone can, it will be you" LOL. AND I will. If the end ever comes, believe me I will not let myself die in misery. I want quality in life I have left much more than quantity. I want to enjoy my life & I am not going to ever give up any of my bad habits only to live another 6 lousy months. Bob