Unfortunately my job is going to be much more physical than office work, and I�m going to have to go back full time with no restrictions. I really have no choice, if I don�t get back to work soon I will lose the job completely. I cant imagine what it would be like trying to find a job at my age, in this economy, and with the condition I have, not to mention not having benefits to pay for all the medical expenses I will no doubt have in the future. I don�t know what I would do. I figure if my doctor releases me without restrictions, and the company doctor ok�s my return without restrictions I have to give it a shot and hope for the best. I just hope this doesn�t tax my body in any way that would hinder my recovery or cause more damage. I think getting my doctors approval, and then passing a physical is going to be a lot easier than actually working an 8 to 10 hour day. I�m hoping that I can make it through the day and crash when I get home, doing nothing else but regaining strength for the next day. I have been out and about and sometimes I feel very good, but than at other times I feel weak. Its up and down throughout the day. Its hard to figure, sometimes I feel good to go back, and other times I question whether I can do it. Believe me, I�ve been doing a lot of praying about this.