I still remember how scared I was at Bill's first checkup post treatment. As we walked down the hallway to be seated in one of the treatment rooms, I had a moment of terror and the thought "Dead Man Walking." As I put this in words I think how bad that was to think that way but its how I felt at that time. I guess I felt like after the horrors of treatment that bad news would have been devastating.

So, I/we do understand your how you feel and wish you the best and congrats on your recovery so far.

Deb