Thank you! S.P Ang,

Glad to know about your father's will to live!!!! My DAD is pretty scared of the surgery, he is afraid he will not be able to talk ever. past few days, he is been having mood swings. I m curious but i have faith too. he has become stubborn. he has refused to take any fruit juices because it gives him cold and it causes choke up in the trach tube. if we force him even a lil bit to atleast have milk every now n then he gets hyper and his head starts to ache. so i have been finding ways to convince him to have his diet. he is not able to pee since my last post. I wont say that i m exhausted or tired of serving my dad, i m tired to see him through all this. I seriously want him to recover as quickly as possible. and S.P Ang I do have a question, is ur father able to talk properly? does his face look normal? Its embarrassing to say but my father is a lil bit looks conscious too.... thank you guys for helping me out of this... its hard but i m in for a long run....