Hi TheresaAnn,
I'm so sorry for your bad news. You have definitely found a place for love and support throughout your treatment. We have all either been there or been caregivers for our loved ones so we know first hand how it will be for you.
I am not familiar with your particular cancer, but there will be others who are. I do want you to know we are here for support though. Where are you being treated?
Kathy

Kathy wife/caregiver to:
Kevin age:53
Dx 7/15/11
HPV16+ SCC Stage IV BOT/R
Non smoker, casual drinker
7/27/11 Cistplatin, taxotere,5FU 2/3week sessions, followed by IMRT 125cgy x 60 (2x daily) w/Erbitux weekly. Last rad 10/26/11. Last Erbitux 10/27/11
PEG placed 9/1/11 Removed 11/8/11
Clear PET 10/12 and 10/13 and ct in 6/14