I know its really difficult to not worry when you have a cancer scare. Everything you think of hinges on "what if". Its like your whole life is hanging on the test results.

I have learned to avoid worrying when I have something that I think is cancerous. Its something that took me a long time to learn. It takes lots of practice to really believe that worrying will NOT change the results. It will only make you feel worse by making you more upset. Keep yourself extra busy so the time passes quickly. Read a book. That takes lots of concentration (at least for me it does). Take up a hobby that makes you study something. By focusing on other things it will help to distract your mind from worrying. Try helping others to take your mind off yourself.

At this point you do not know whats wrong yet. It could be nothing more serious than a throat infection which has also affected your sinuses and ears. Hang in there and stay busy.


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile