daisy,

I know this hard for you - but try and hang tough - It seemed that every time my mom was scheduled to have a test it would be on a Friday and we would have to wait the entire weekend (on edge and flipping out) My mom was diagnosed with cancer in January 2003 - Unlike you she had every symptom there was - Try to think positive - I hate to say it but you can be a great doc and have the worst bedside manner - I hope the best for you and I bet the outcome won't be as bad as it seems - Please let us know the results - We will be here for you.

Sue