Hello I was diag with tonsil cancer with met to the left side node stage 3. I just recently finished my rad treatment and am dealing with all the problems and emotions. I am glad I found this sight because it helps me to know that all that I am feeling is normal and I am not going crazy. I have a feeding tube and dealing with this is very hard. I have only had it for about 8 wks but if I did not have it I would have withered away. To any one who is thinking of getting one I stongly recommend it even if it is hard to deal with. I believe that with out it I would not be healing as fast as I am,although it feels like an eternity. I am glad to see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel no matter how far it may seem. Well so long for now and keep your chin up life will get better I know.