Hi!
I perfectly empathathize with the agony you are going through. It is tough to see parents suffer. It's same with the parents, they can't see thier children suffer. The least we can do is to be with them, and let them know that you are going to be o.k no matter what. You are dealing with too many things. I admire your courage. Take care of youself,
smile, even when it breaks your heart to do so.
swati