Thank You so very much. I have read about everyone's trials and tribulations and have gotten so much insight and comfort. Actually, it is what it is and I have absolutely no control of the diagnosis but I can control just how I educate myself and go into this biopsy well informed on Wed. I have read so many options and since visiting these forums, I have a whole new light on the situation. Actually the biopsy won't lie so if it is positive I will need to change directions and set out on this journey and get through what I have to. I recently got through the death of my 33 yr. old son and his 28 yr. old wife in a plane crash. Nothing that anyone can tell me will ever be such a shock and pain as that has been. I would have to say this is just about as bad as it can get. I feel all of your support, kindness and concern and I will visit after the biopsy and especially the results. Prayers to you all!