hi all. thank you for the advice. I am absolutely in shock at the moment but I will head to the dentist later. I have been thinking about my dreams and aspirations and I can't believe that it may all just be over.

I think I've had a good run, I've always treated people with politness and sincerity but I will always regret the petty issues that led me to fall out with one or two of my friends. And the lifetime regret that I never got to ask my first crush out.

I thank all of you for the good lucks and advice, reading through the forums I realise we all have so much living to do, so much life to fight for. It's a truly wonderful thing to be alive. I ignored a white-ish irregular ulcer on my tongue last year, little did i know that it would come to this.

I am really shattered, I think I could be crumbling I don't know but I will let you guys know what happens. Thank you for reading and I will be hoping the best for you guys as well, and really glad to see the clear pet scans at your signatures, it gives me hope.