Wow. I just got seemingly good news and both of your recent posts STILL made me cry. Your caring is unbelievably appreciated.
So, I called today for my results and found out that I simply have mucositis, which I guess is a good thing. I'm still going to visit with my doctor to urge him to test out that node (per your recommendation) but wanted to post and thank you for your kind words. Even though it looks like I might be OK, the knowledge that this website existed, and my lurks into its rooms, gave me great comfort over the past week. Best of luck to all of you -- I'll be thinking of you.