Hoss, Keep trying and trying. I never dipped but smoked the almighty cigarettes. I was bio'd three times and told it was pre-cancer, but not cancer. Fourth time I was out. But just to give you some hope, I convinced a young dipper to quit after I told him my story. He's been off for six months now and I'm really proud of him. Glad you shared your story with us and please don't give up. I really wish there had been a site like this when I was trying to quit smoking. Maybe I would have thought a little more than I did. But like you I always went back because of stress. That stress was nothing like the stress I've had since the day I was told I had the big "C". Keep us posted on your progress and good luck. Anne.