The chemo is still ongoing... last dose was 3/29 (3 week doses)
We spent two weeks at least fighting fever and sickness. Still no answer for what caused the initial fever the week prior to tx.
He got out to mow the yard yesterday. I was so glad that he got up out of bed! He scared me (and himself I am sure) by getting winded/exhausted and by the time he crossed the yard to the patio he almost blacked out.
At the docs office his O2 saturation is always good. I wonder if getting him on some oxygen would be a good idea.
Our local cancer counselors wont see him as they aren't prepared to handle anger. They've really let us down IMHO.
The clinic he was referred to may get to him sooner, but he appointment isn't until mid June. We've not broached the subject lately but I ask if he is willing to call around for other options.
I found a different therapist to see. My first visit there was last week, and it's strange to talk about me. I told her I felt like I'd lost me somewhere along the way. Like I had become numb to feelings. In some sort I suppose that I have.
Today is our anniversary. Best and worst year of our life.
Praying for a light workload and early clock out to go celebrate tonight.