joucads.I am considering bankruptcy and trying to sell some assets. Some rental property I have I owe probably more than they are worth in this market. At 63 it will be pretty hard to make a living doing something else. I can still sell equipment but more limited. My daughter, my ex-employee will help me and I think if I can meet customers one on one I can still sell. The phone voice I have is a disaster for me and it is frustrating for no only me but the customer.I know there is a lesson to learn in this....I just don't know what yet. It was only a few years ago that I could almost buy anything I wanted within reason.Now I am having a hard time trying to pay my home loan and am currently behind one month.Somehow,allthough important,money seems less important then trying to save my life. Steve Hurlock


SCC of larynx,2/1/2011 surgery 16 times to remove papilloma on vocal cords,started TOMO rad treatment 4/11.2011 T2N0M0 possible invasion onto cartilage tissue Cancer back 6/2012. Polyp removed Came back spindle cell carcenoma 6/22/12