well Brian, as i said i was always going to be remaining active on this board after my super scare regardless of the outcome, i wasnt just going to dissapear if all was well, and i also was going to remain true to my promise that i would be buying some stuff to make a small contribution towards the site also regardless of my outcome.

i did not want to just dissapear off the site if all was well, as i had so many nice replies from you kind people and shed many a tear in my darkest hours of worry when i read some of the heartbreaking stories.

so if we could work something out, do you have a paypal account Brian as i dont really want to be sending my credit card details to anyone, surely that leaves the net even more open to fraud, haha, not that im saying you are going to do it, haha.

i an=m going to look at the store and i will get back to you.

i am thinking about afew batches of bagges to hand in to my dentists and maybe a t shirt for myself.

as you said even if everyone could do the same surely it would help towards the site a little bit.

thanks Brian, i will get back at you.

nice 1

Derek