One person I've wondered about so much is JAM (Amy from Arkansas) a caregiver who helped me so much on so many of my anxious days in caring for my son. She's the one that told me to put my "nurse from Hell hat on" and get my son to eat which I did and he did! I wanted so many times to send her an email but was afraid of getting bad news. Now, Brian's post gives me the assurance that she is still in Arkansas someplace and hopefully enjoying life and love with her family. And of course I remember Petey, with his charming wit, and the barbeque sauce recipe he sent me. Liz - I am so glad you brought this up so that we could remember all our friends from years gone by and I am especially happy that you are still with us. Your phenomenal caregiving capacity and compassion have helped so many of us get through that dark tunnel of cancer.