Hi Michelle Ann,
I'm happy to hear you now have of your ducks in a row..that is a good feeling. You have a wonderful outlook and that is so important. I also like to remind people it's ok to feel scared sometimes...we're only human.
I have not had the same treatment that you will have but as you probably already know plenty of people here have. I do look forward to helping you in any way I can through your treatment though..I have a good ear!!