Donna, I am so sorry you are having a problem and even thinking about the possbility of a recurrence. You have been thru it twice already and know the drill. Do your very best to stay busy so your mind isnt working overtime thinking 'what if'.

Hope you do not have any more sleepless nights. Maybe try listening to some beautiful Christmas music. I especially love listening to a Chistmas CD a dear friend made me which includes Susan Boyle. Her voice is amazing!

Prayers and ((((HUGS)))) being sent your way!


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile