Well all ..this isnt cancer related ..but you all are my extended family and the people who I trust more then anything and need by my side.

Tonight is the night before my hysterectomy ...I think all will be ok ..Just want it all over .... this is going to be my 5th time under anesthesia in 8months . UGHH not so good, Not to mention my stroke history and bleeding disorder so i am feeling a little anxiety .
The whole IV thing FREAKS me out as the poke me 5 times cus they can't find a place and I am sooo sooo paranoid to wake up nasuea. I just need to write down my fears and I figured what better place then to the most caring and comapssionate people in the world.

I should be home in a day or two and I look forward to hearing more good news from all of you


Shar