The pulmonologist Dr. appt. didn't go well, but I don't think any of them are going to go good since coming home from the hospital. A tumor has broken thru his trachea & that's where the blood is coming from; there's another tumor in the lung that wasn't there 7 days ago. Dr. asked Jim's permission to "speak frankly with your wife"....it wasn't pretty what he told me, but I was grateful as at least I know what "may" happen or "may not". We took the "Beast" (Challenger) on a drive thru Arkansas and Oklahoma this weekend; just to get away. I am living in a fog and suffering from what I call "anticipatory grief". Jim & I are confused about PEG tubes...I thought there was only one kind that went thru the stomach...are there other types out there? If so, can someone explain it to me. I stopped asking questions at the Dr., it just got too much and I don't want to call them over such silliness (should have asked at the appt.)...things just a little overwhelming...