I had this idea that once we made it through treatment everything was going to be fine and we would go on with life like nothing had ever happened. Well that is not true. You live this everyday of your life. For some reason I feel that I am having more problems now then while going through treatment. I think the false expectations have set me up. I understand today that this will be with us for the rest of our life. I guess it's a big adjustment and I have to accept it for what it is. It is not the easiest thing to do
Thanks
Pat